Self-Harm-Addictions

Good bye corner oh dearest friend Hiding in you was blessing The darkest refuge of my cell Where I became my truest form In that solitude of silence Springtime showers have dried Summer days have passed me by Autumn's cool winds blown away Winter is the only time I appear A lonesome time to shelter pride The snow gathers heaps above The rafters in my small cell Stone walls bounce the sound Of destitution around my head On this squandered life I ponder When words of comfort do fall Resounding hollow and turning The ground of heart once again Hard and unjustly fallow I just died in my heart tonight Now the blood runs cold as ice Flowing und

What if you didn't see me for days..? Tried to call... But got no answer..? Would you rush to my house..? ..But only to find me on the floor.. laying in a pool of blood. What would you do if the doctor told you that I was gone..? I'm scarred.. From my head.. To my heart. Razors kiss my wrists.. When you have kissed my lips.. Is it really that easy..? To just make that one move..? That one cut..? Is it worth it..? Yes? No? I don't know.. Never know till you try..

Finding beauty in a monster, Is like looking for something, Thats not even there. Its impossible! Monsters dont have beauty. So does that make me.... A Monster??????

Dear Lani, I am writing to you to tell you how... I am writing to you... Do you know what you did? I know you're there. Still trying to escape. You took control for three years, Lani, did you know that? You've left yourself behind, can't you see that? I do. Whenever I wear a short sleeved t-shirt, or even shorts. The self concious behaviour I exhibit whenever I want to be touched, or loved, it's you. Not me. I want to be confident, have a relationship where I can be normal, but I can't. Because of you. You're my paranoia, Lani. You're there when I question myself. Question my feelings. I want to love him? Can't you see that? But whenev